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T-boned…OUCH

9 May

Oh wow, I totally didn’t realize that today was Wednesday…lol.

Oh Snap!

Most of those I know out in the blogosphere probably don’t know this yet, but…I was in a major car accident last week–like “Level 1 Trauma” major.  I didn’t see a truck when I was pulling onto the freeway and got t-boned.

To be honest, I’m lucky to even be alive–and hardly damaged (physically), at that.

I was knocked out cold.  I don’t even remember what happened after spotting the truck too late–not even the impact–just that when I woke up again I saw blue skies, a plane overhead and some arched lines I guess made up the cockpit of the helicopter I must have been flying in.  I remember I kept asking, “Where am I?”

One of the men onboard said somewhere in the background, “She’s repetitive…”

Next time I woke up I was in the hospital getting CAT scanned.  Besides apparently having suffered from a concussion…I was fine, they said.

My mom was already in a different hospital closer to home because of breathing problems, so it was just my dad there before extended family started trickling in.  I kept forgetting things they only just said to me… Then they kept trying to get me to stay in the hospital overnight (doc said I didn’t have to stay) and I kept refusing…until my dad said he’d bring me my laptop, haha.  (Works much like a pacifier does with a whiny baby, apparently…)

I actually never ended up using it, heh, funnily enough…

Holy Crap–That’s Horrible!

Yeah… Well, I’m fine now.  Mostly.  Though, it’s affected a lot of people–something I’m still coming to terms with, to be honest.  (The other driver wasn’t killed, thankfully, though I don’t know much else beyond that.)  Besides attending a class on Friday, I’ve got to show up at court…which won’t be fun.  But that’s life, I guess.

The thing that I keep getting caught up on, however (and I mean it is driving me nuts), is that I really don’t understand why I didn’t see that truck coming.  I remember I had to kind of look around the light pole–whose lighting system they changed, btw, so that it’s a flashing yellow arrow now instead of a solid green then yellow arrow followed by a red light…or whatever it was before.  (Is it scary I can’t even remember these details?)

Anyway, I haven’t been back on the road since last…Thursday?  Hmmm…and I’m not too excited about the prospect of returning.

In Short, I’m Frustrated…And My Brain’s A Bit Scrambled

At the end of the day, I feel like I ought to go back to that place–you know, the scene of the Accident–and just kind of meditate and try to investigate what happened…because it doesn’t even make sense in my head.

And that is a scary thing.

You Know What This Kinda Feels Like…

Has anyone seen a movie called Another Earth?  It’s a sci-fi flick about us discovering *gasp* “Another Earth“…but at a more basic level it’s about this girl named Rhoda who gets into a car accident in the middle of looking up in the sky and realizing, “Whoa, there’s this big planet that looks a lot like ours floating up there now…”  And then she has to deal with the consequences–aka face the only surviving victim of the accident in person.  (It’s also about second chances, but I’ll stop drawing parallels here…)

I’m not saying I got distracted by another planet in our sky or anything (’cause that would be c-raaaazy…), though the after effects of all of this feel just as surreal, in a way… What I’m saying is that, like Rhoda, I’m gonna have to face the victim; the accident was my fault.  And even though, unlike Rhoda, I didn’t kill anyone…this is still a pretty harrowing reality.

I don’t even know what the guy looks like.

Okay, Before You Go Thinking I Really Am Crazy…

The only reason I thought of this is because I was listening to some random soundtrack music, and “The First Time I Saw Jupiter” by Fall On Your Sword (also in this movie, btw) was playing in the background while I was editing all of this…

Kinda surreal, right?

*sighs* Yes, this is actually how my brain works, and apparently it’s only useful for self-therapy, at the moment…

In Other News…

I don’t have much else to blog about.  I keep trying to work on my story, but I haven’t really been able to focus on any one thing for more than like an hour or so since the Accident.  Not to mention I’m back on the job hunt again… (I haven’t lost my current one, though.  Just not getting enough hours…) Also, I’m waking up a lot earlier than usual, which is weird, though that might have to do with some other non-related crappy incident…

Yeah, not the greatest month for me thus far.  But the world keeps spinning, just like all the other planets in the cosmos… Things’ll turn around.

I’ll turn around.

So, how’s your May been going?

Better than mine, I hope!

(P.S.: wanna know the only funny thing about all of this?  My parents nicknamed me T-bone, right–and I got t-boned… Ha, ha, ha.  Mmm…)

Books & Movies

7 Dec

Hey, folks.

As you probably tell by my inert progress bar, heh, I haven’t been doing much writing of late.  Not sure when I’ll get back to Project Element 7.  I’ve kinda just been pondering about…things.  My life in general.  What’s important to me, what isn’t.  And in my ponderings I’ve discovered something quite disturbing: I’m kinda sick of the Internet right now. *collective gasp* I no longer want to be on it any more than I have to.  Though, of course, it’s still very much a necessary evil.

Maybe that means I’ll also have to change my writing habits and somehow detach the Internet from it.  Hmm…

Anyway, back to what I was really planning on talking about.

First, the movie.

I went to see Hugo on Monday with a friend.  Generally, I really liked it.  Especially in 3D.  The movie didn’t make extravagant use of that feature, yet at the same time I couldn’t imagine watching it in the regular theatre.  Somehow, the 3D version just brought the story that much more to life.  You really felt like you were in this romantic take on Paris–’k, ‘cept for the fact that pretty much everyone was speaking English.  Anyhow, the images were so clear.  You could actually see dust floating though the air.  It was a neat experience.

The pace was unusual, though.  Like in anime where they sometimes have those long awkward silences… But Scorsese’s silences were of the intentional kind, so for me it kinda worked.  It was still awkward in an almost Frenchy, quirky way, but that’s just part of the charm of the movie.  That said, I can see why a few reviewers criticized the movie for its pace, considering it’s supposed to be for children, too: kids may grow bored at first until the pace picks up some later on during the film.  With our go-go-go culture (here in the U.S. anyway) the use of negative space like this just isn’t something most kids would be used to.

Another point I’ve seen critiqued is Scorsese’s attention to (for some it may be more like “lecture on”) film history.  If you’ve ever seen Inglourious Basterds, you’ll know what I mean.  But personally I liked these bits.  Why shouldn’t filmmakers educate their viewers a bit on the history of film every once in a while?  I, for one, learned something new and found it to be entertaining.  It was all tied into the plot anyway, so it’s wasn’t exactly trivial stuff.

One last thing I liked were the child actors: Asa Butterfield and Chloe Grace Moretz.  Asa especially said some pretty insightful things for a kid–though, I guess the credit goes to the writers for that, heh.  The whole movie was thoughtful.  It had its light, playful moments and its dark, brooding ones and was overall delightful, imo.

And I don’t know the name of the singer during the end credits, but she has a really nice voice.  And the fact that the lyrics were in French and therefore largely incomprehensible to me only added to the magic.

Sometimes ignorance really is bliss.

…Oh, yeah!  I also watched Another Earth which I really enjoyed from an artistic POV, though from a scientific POV some may have one or two gripes about it… Also, Brit Marling, the main actress in the movie, wrote the story herself–which I thought was impressive.

Now, about a book.

One day I was thinking about how I never use the Literati my grandmother gave me for graduation and how sad that was, and I happened to be on Goodreads at that time. While there I saw an ad for an international bestseller called The Time In Between by María Dueñas (her blog is in Spanish, FYI).  So I figured, hey, why not buy that on my Literati?  Try to finish reading a novel on that thing. (So far I’ve gotten too distracted while using the device to get through an entire book. -__-)

The novel is actually pretty good so far (still reading it).  It has a simple storytelling style and does a lot of telling instead of putting the reader right there in the moment, but somehow that’s okay with me.  My inner critic was mumbling things about this at first, but the story and the characters are so immersing that eventually he just had to shut up.  Also, it’s on the longer side, over 600 pages, but that’s what I’m used to, heh.

Why is it an international bestseller?

Well, I could suggest several reasons, but I’ll tell you why I personally am liking it thus far.

  1. It’s got espionage.  Um…hello?  (I’ve barely scratched the surface of this element in the novel, though the threads are certainly being woven…)
  2. The supporting characters are great–a real strong point for Dueñas.  They’re all so interesting.  Especially the smooth and charming Ramiro; you just know right away he’s going to be trouble.  In any case, I’m really enjoying the characters.
  3. I can relate to the main character, Sira Quiroga, the daughter of a humble seamstress.  (Immediately, I thought this might be another Coco Chanel story, but…that seems unlikely at this point.)  After a few unfortunate life events take place, she decides to open up her own business sewing clothes for expatriates in Morocco.  Since I’ve been considering doing something similar with interior design, the story strikes a particularly resonant chord in me just for this reason.
  4. It explores a place and time in history that is uncommon to see in fiction–at least on this side of the world.  It starts in 1935 just before the Spanish Civil War (SCW) and trails into WWII.  Before reading this novel my only exposure to this locale during this point in history was in an art history class learning about Pablo Picasso’s Guernica and while watching Pan’s Labyrinth (set some years after the SCW, yet the story is heavily influenced by it).  That said, I find a return to this theme and setting of the SCW quite interesting.

There are other reasons why I like this novel, but those are the main ones.

So that’s what I’ve been up to–in the storytelling department, anyway.

How about you folks?

Watch any good movies lately or read any good books?

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